Something is happening. Not sure what's going on with the moon or planets but I'm fired up.
I'm having a bit of deja vu because I've been here before...at the "intersection of should and must" for any Elle Luna fans out there. This time it's different though. There really isn't an option to go back to the should I once knew - my career in marketing. You see we kind of broke up (3 months ago - time flies!). After 10 years we realized that we weren't good for each other. I take full responsibility for my part in the breakup. If I would have been honest with myself years ago I could have saved us both some tough lessons. But such is life. The very best thing that came from the experience was finding my one true love, Ben, at a company holiday party seven years ago.
So here I am. January is almost a wrap and I want to dive right into my must - developing my creative self. I can tell you that it's been a scary thing to vocalize. To say to someone that at 34 I left a paying job (again!) to explore poetry, music and dance has been downright strange. Shouldn't I have figured that out in 20s? But again, such is life. I actually think the reason the other "breaks" didn't stick was because I hadn't learned the lessons. And believe me in the past year I got a crash course.